To be or not to be...normal

Normal:
1. conforming to the standard or the common type; usual; not abnormal; regular; natural.
2. serving to establish a standard.

Abnormal:
1. not normal, average, typical, or usual; deviating from a standard: abnormal powers of concentration; an abnormal amount of snow; abnormal behavior.
—Synonyms 1. anomalous, aberrant, irregular, deviant, unnatural, odd. See irregular.

I walk around this life pretty much feeling abnormal.

But I read a long time ago that an unhappy woman most often needs a change of heart more than a change of circumstances. (Beth Moore, Breaking Free)

So I'm asking God to change my heart.

Again.

I'm sure we'll circle around this block again, but I know God's got me. He told me to wait, just wait and see.

So I wait.

And one day I'll see.